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Saturday, April 30, 2005

HaiZzz

haizZz........ really not my day............ dunno y.... jus feel dat i m so uesless........... 2 days ago... i got my pay... when i see the pay i was shocked... is not tooo high.. is feel dat i was cheated..... den realise that they never gif me my basic pay..... only gif me my insentive..... haiZzz.. i got alot of thing in mind to buy.. first is buy mother day present.. that ISQUEEZE..... was hoping to get it at staff rate.... coz i dun hae enough to buy at usual price.. no matter wad.. even i cant get staff price or wad.. i die die oso MUST buy that ISQUEEZE.... was really hope i can get my $ back as soon as possible......

HaizZz..... dunno why.. dis few days was so very the no mood.. feel so stone...... was feeling being kept in dark.. or izzit i think too much?? or izzit wad i see is true?? or wadever... mayb can think i was childish to hae that kind of mindset....

HaizZz...... ytd after work... as usual wanted to ask go any program?? den say watch movie.. at first i was ok... den ok lor.. after work den go... how i know.. served a LJ customer for 2hours.. nbcb.. till 1045pm den left.. knn.. dun wan buy nvm.. but keep asking dis n dat.... den in the end.. say.. "think i get my bro to come n see" nbcb... .... den during way to watch movie.. i was hesitating... sld i go watch or not... coz i was scared.. u think i really like to be moody everyday? i dun wanna hurt myself... den i decided to watch movie.. coz i promised that keroppi.. n i dun wan to fly ppl kite.. coz i hate ppl fly kite tooo.. so i cant do dat....

HaizZz..... in the movie... was getting sad n sadder.... is like sadness had infilltrate in my heart... things was really happening.... den watch half-way.. the guy infront my turn round n tell me stop kicking his chair.. nbcb... was so dulan liao.. den he say dis type of thing.. nvm.. i dun wanna make matter worst by saying sorry.. my leg is tooo long... knn.. that guy brainless siboh? in cinema ppl leg will get numbed will move abit de mah... den very cb de.. is HE THE ONE DAT KEEP MOVING.. cb... knn..pcb..lcb.. cb... after movie.. was farking no mood liao.. so i tell keroppis i go home first when they are in toilet.... *throws smoke genade*

HaizZz...... during way home.. was thinking... y so useless? y always dis sentence my best friends told me was true "Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" Y always the bad guys win in reality n the good guys always win in the show??? Y... can anyone tell me why??

Ya.... those who was reading.. will actually think.. i moody for wad reason..?? but sorry to say... I REALLY CANT SAY IT..... I DUN WANNA LOSE FRIENDS.. I RATHER MAKE MYSELF MISERABLE.................. I REALLY CANT SAY IT... FORGIVE ME!!!!!

WO ZHEN DE PA LE................................... NI MENG YI WEI WO XIANG ZHE YANG DE MAH? SHUI BU XIANG ZHOU GE KAI XIN DE REN?? SHUI BU XIANG?? LIANG GUI DUO XIANG ZHOU GE KAI XIN GUI!!! WO ZHEN DE SHOU SHAN LE

posted by CB-gang at 4/30/2005 10:03:00 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

EMPTY!!!

Arghhhhh.......... feeling so empty....... dunno wad m i thinking.... dunno wad m i doing.. dunno wad i want..... dunno where i m heading............. haiz............. is like a bullet without gun powder in it.. a shark without ocean.......................................................................................

posted by CB-gang at 4/26/2005 02:42:00 AM 0 comments

Monday, April 25, 2005

chalet!

yup.. opened a chalet between 21-23 of april.. it was suggested by me in the end is my 2 CBsgang bros pay for the chalet saying it was my birthday present.. i was very shocked but happy inside my heart.. having the feeling to cry coz past 18years i never celebrated a HAPPY birthday b4....

On wednesday is the nokia ger =P birthday n she invited us to kbox at cine.. we sing till 1+ den we zhao liao.. coz we got something more important to do which is.... CYCLE FROM SENGKANG TO EAST COAST!! LOL.... Me,derrick n ken cycle to east coast den went to bedok jetty.. took us 3hours sia.. lol.. all my fault.. coz i first time ride bicycle on the road :( den furthermore 6-7 years nv cycle liao.. cycle till buttock pain pain.. when we reach bedok jetty.. the feeling there was great.. no wonder my 2 bros keep saying last time they got bike they sure ride there.. i noe y liao.. next time after i get my car license i sure will drive there n enjoy over there... we slack till 8+am den we try to check in. lol.. coz all of us is very smelly n tired liao.. well.. i think so...

After checking in.. the first thing we do is BATH.. the next moment.. u can hear music fountain by KEROPPI KEN... lol.. den left me n derrick.. i trying to sleep.. that garfield keep making me laugh.. den he oso cant get to sleep coz i laugh till jiajialat.....LOL.. den bu zhi bu jue.. we all Zzzzzzz liao........

On 22nd the main day.... all those ppl i invited came.. was so happy.. EXCEPT LG GUYS... U ALL GD....SEE HOW I COMDEMMED LG IN TAKA... =P i kana alot of things lor.. kana water bomb,egg,flour,sand,er xin water,cake etc....... last of all... they trying to make me drunk!!! OMG... lol.. i 1 vs hmmm 12 ppl?? all cant make me drunk.. haiZz.. yawn!!!!!! any better drinker anot?? LOL.... *HAO LIAN*

To my surprise she came lor.... hmmm she came at 5 i think.... in the afternoon... came liao she bought me a jean.. lucky i can wear.. arbo lose face.. size 38 still cannot :( lol... den ask her to stay overnight lor.. since next day she oso nth to do...she keep saying see first.. oso dunno is a yes or no... den after alot of toking she decided to change to my clothes.. means she staying.. yipee... lol.. for the wholday she was in the bed lor.. very dao hor.. LOL... she only came down for SMOKE BREAK... haha... den back up to the room.. well.. guess she is tired coz she came straight from sch... den i see my friends n bros all got ppl accompany.. s i accompany her in the room lor.. we chat alot.. wanted to tell her the misunderstanding.. but scare later she angry again... so i nv say much.. she request for me to help massage her.. den i massage her lor.. FIRST TIME touch a ger with so close contact hor.. except my mum lar.... massage half-way my sec sch best friends came liao.. bo bian help to go down n serve them.. coz nv see them for 6months liao..

Slowly.. my parent came.. to gif me sandwishes.. they tout not enoguh foods.. Tok about foods... lol.. we were lucky got johnny t drive us to parkway to shop at giant the day b4.. bought alot n spend $141.. wooo.. alot sia..... den me derrick n ken seperate our jobs on preparing the foods.. i help to wash fishes n garnish wit SAMBAL... ken help to cut the prawn so dat derrick can CLEAN THE SHIT.. lol.. tok abt shit... that FROG KEEP ON KPKB... LOL...... bth... prepare foods oso want to KPKB... bth...

STILL GOT ALOT MORE TO WRITE..... BUT I LAZY LIAO... ANYWAY... LAST BUT NOT LEAST....

THANKS BROS n ALL THOSE HU CAME... I M REALLY VERY HAPPY ON THAT DAY!!!!

posted by CB-gang at 4/25/2005 03:46:00 PM 0 comments

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Bad Times....

*Haiz*.... I've nv expect things to turn out tis way.... I noe wat I've done tat night was reali dumb & mindless.... well, if i'm not concerned abt her, i wouldn't haf reacted the way i did tat night.... how i wish i can turn back time n change the way things went.... i'm lost now.... lost for words.... lost as in dunno wat to do to make her return....
*Croak*

posted by CB-gang at 4/24/2005 12:15:00 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Ermmmmmm

To someone who misunderstood.... well.. i dunno anything till my bro went to ur blog n found ut dat me actually make u angry....
Jus to let u noe crush is different from like....... crush is like everybody going thru everyday... Like is someone who u think u will be in his heart thinking of her every second every hour bah....

Dunno when that person will come to my blog n see again.. but jus wanna say b4 i went to chalet... wanted u to go there :) thats all i wanted to say

posted by CB-gang at 4/20/2005 07:20:00 PM 0 comments

Friday, April 15, 2005

^_^

WHAHAHA..... so happy today............... finish my exams liao... is like.. .STRESSLESS LIAO........ no nid to sleep 1-2hour ONLY liao.. can sleep like siao... LOL....... ya..... no nid read notes liao... but only think can i scare now is my results.... hows it going to be?? i dun hope much for it.. i jus pray hard i get all PASS can liao.......... OH! i really pray hard.... hehe... after exam.. i of coz went home to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya.. dats wad i intend to do.. coz i haven sleep till now...... power?? LOL.... den go home nth to do watch tv till sian.. den dunno y sia... hand itchy or wad?? i oso dunno.. lol... i go sms that zhen zhi.. lol... den zhen zhi reply dat her com the monitor adaptor is connected verticle... hmm.. scare zhenzhi will destroy the pc.. i call to check it out.. yeah.... den chat chat chat till hmm ask zhenzhi out lor.. lol... den zhenzhi like dun wan/ wan like dat.. -_-Zz lol.. nvm.. used to it liao.. later she agree sia..woah.. surprise.. whahaha... but zhenzhi out not for me sia.. CHEY!!!! is for the sake of playstation/games/vcds -_-Zz dis stuffs important den me sia.. whahaha.... ya... giving zhenzhi those stuffs.. see zhenzhi like boring at home.. den i oso nv touch my ps liao since i got MY COM(BAOBEI)!!!!

After meeting zhenzhi den go walk walk lor... wit that heavy bag -_-Zzz nvm.. i STRONG.... WHAHA.... go hmv walk den mini toons..ya.. coz i got vouchers.. hehehe... lucky sia zhenzhi.. lol...
After dat went home.. n i went to meet my CBs-gang.. ehhee

Ya.... LAST TUESDAY SOCCER I SCORE LIKE LAMPARD???? WHAHAHAHA

posted by CB-gang at 4/15/2005 03:23:00 AM 0 comments

Thursday, April 07, 2005

To My Bros At CB-gangs

...this is my 2nd posting... nvr really post before but this is just posted to let my bros know that watever they do or are doing, they are my all my prized possesion, I can't be of much help in problems, but I can always be there for all of you!!! Lastly, for Melvin, good luck for your exams and dun think you will be alone in this world, you still have US!!! Ken is not feeling quite himself lately, but I will try my Best to cheer him up.... CBz FOREVER!!!!!!

posted by CB-gang at 4/07/2005 10:58:00 PM 0 comments

Monday, April 04, 2005

...End of Day...

Well... guess today is end of day bah... before i gone missing... i would really like to say it out but dunno why jus kai bu liao kou..... n the story goes --->

Why i am such a stupid guy? why i m always the target n not the other way round? Why i was even ignored? Why so much misfortunate befall on me? Why ppl keep scolding me stupid? M i really so stupid? Why i feel like i was kept in the darkness? Why i always feel so lonely? Why everyone even my parent dunno how i feel? M i really getting from bad to worst? Why gers see me like seeing a ghost like dis? they mus like getting further away from me better. Why so much thing happening to me? Why i m a failure to everything i do? relationship? money? family? friends? If without my dis CBs-gang here.. i would be a lonely soul out there waiting for constantine to handle me.

Really dunno how i actually feel now... but i can really say.. while i was typing now.. was listening to the song * tong hua * n can really feel the "water" in my eyes was dropping down little by little.

Family-> Was having cold war wit them for about 3weeks liao.. is not i not good to them.. for me i actually put my family above eveything.. but is jus.. they jus dun really understand how i feel. everytime we chat.. can feel the tense coming out. so i would rather keep quiet so nth will happen.

Relationship-> Once i say dis b4, y nid a gf? wit or without does not matter coz is jus like another person to take care of thats all.. Yes everyone will say dis b4 coz THEY were all STEADLESS.. when u are in luv, u wunt say dis. I really hate myself to fall in luv coz everything i fall in luv, it hurts me thats all... it wunt be a happy ending. HaizZz... toking abt falling in luv.. me actually hae a crush on someone else hu got a bf liao. I oso dunno why hae a crush on her.. well mayb she is cute looking? really dunno wad to do. furthermore we hae to face each other at work. lucky it was only weekend coz i only work weekend. HaiZzz... should i 4get about dis crush? i feel that she wunt like me dis type of person de. Well.. 4get it? really dunno wad to do....

Money-> Can say i was stupid.... was actually cheated by a ger i like.. n was like $400 to noe a ger. i like her. she actually take advantage of the situation. Frankly speaking right now. i was still thinking of her but she now was like totally ignoring me. can say my heart still got room for her. I dunno y.. i jus cant be rich... once i m rich.. com spoilt, things gone, cheated n so on.. i jus dunno wad to do wit it.

Friends-> i cherish the most is friends liao after my parent.. i can afford to know more friends but i cant afford to lose them.. really. In poly, u think i got friends? i treated them like my friend. but did they actually treat me as 1? In front me was like smiling, but behind me a knife was stabbing me. think i actually dunno? i know but i jus act blur n put on the smile infront of u coz i dun wish to lose friends. My friends? where are you actually? pls come back like we used to be during primary n secondary times.

I noe dis problems wunt be as big as others. but to me... is enough.. had enough of it.. i will gone crazy over dis.. its like repeating in my mind everyday!!!!!! do i seem happy everyday? NO i dun think so.. can feel my heart is actually crying but not beating....

Next week is my exam liao.. i really hae to say dis out b4 i went into the exam room wit dis bundle.. last but not least.............................. Know dis thing in ur heart n dun hae to spread.. thnx

posted by CB-gang at 4/04/2005 06:43:00 AM 0 comments

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Exams

Haiz... y i dun come into this blog.. my ppl oso nv come in de -.-Zzz anyway.. sian hor... 7-4-05 is the start of my exam till 14-4-05 >.<>.<>.<

posted by CB-gang at 4/02/2005 02:56:00 PM 0 comments