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Good Luck Bro!!!!

2006-12-08T02:44:00.000+08:00

Our CB little bro Melvin will be enlisted for NS today.... On behalf of all the CB Gang members, I like to wish him all the best & take good care of himself.

working life

2006-09-28T17:52:00.001+08:00

about last sat or sunday.... it makes me totally no mood to do sales.. jitao bo smlj mood to chiong sales. Why? an incident happen... nth got to do wit me.. but saw it liao.. my heart was like... dunno how to say.....

Ard 7pm.. a mother bring her son, who is ard primary 1 or 2 nia... they bought a laptop her.. den they dunno how to use.. and oso becoz of dis laptop they nid to apply for internet. she actually bought it for her son to play. the mother say ytd the son keep crying and throwing temper coz cannot play the laptop... the mother she dunno a single thing abt computer or internet.. jus wan her son to be happy. steven was serving them.. teaching them how to use it.. i was at the side looking.. see liao.. i would frankly speaking.. i will not sell it to the customer... not becoz they dunno den dun sell them.. is dat they were actually quite poor. laptop buying for her children is not like buying toys leh.. buy n throw away....after dat incident.. i jitao no form.. dun feel like selling.. so stand there watching anime till 9pm....

dis few days kinda weird.. everything i do is not going the correct path.. is like.... all things trying to oppose me. it jus not going smoothly lor.... haizz....

Haizzz

2006-08-14T04:14:00.000+08:00

4am liao.. jus finished typing my resignation letter. Yeah.. will be quitting from philips. although i haven found any jobs at the moment. it took me quite sometimes to consider whether to quit or stay on... well anyway its not always happy to work wit philips from the moment i was been transfered to carre4 suntec. Given me a place where NOBODY wants to go. i repeat again NOBODY..... was given a target of 90k.. siao eh u come n do urself see can hit it anot.. not say i tok big or tok cock... other den me, i dun think none can hit the 90k mark in carre4. anyway dis is wad i type to dat cb vincent.

Dear Vincent Lee :
i write to confirm that i am resigning from philips company.

Although there is no written contract of employment between us, i accept that we have a verbal agreement and that my notice period will be till end of this month, Augest. Please be assured that i will do all i can to assist in the smooth transfer of my responsibilities before leaving.

I wish both you and the Philips every good fortune and i would like to thank you for having me as part of your team

Yours sincerely,

haha.... nice hor? its always so different to type a resign letter between a poly grad (me) n a n'lvl grad ( garfield ) haha.... j/k hor....

Well since i hae type the resign letter i oso dun wan to tok much abt my working life in carre4 today liao.. say liao oso sian... but 1 thing for sure wanna say abit.... coz i feel very very malu sia.. haha..... sld noe i tok jiaowei alot alot de... den ytd jack suddenly ask me a question infront of a ger n ask me.. she pretty anot.. ( think he wanna xian her la ) i dunno y i answer dat.. really dunno.. till now i still thinking.. haha.. i say.. if u look infront of the mirror n ask it.. who is the prettiest lady . it will answer is her.. haha.... jiaowei hor? ask 1 simple question.. i tok so long gumlan? haha... but nvm.. i feel so learned.. hmmmmm...... come to think of it.. i leave carre4 den i will miss her de leh... how ar? haha...... miss her jiaowei oso.. lol.. n of coz her looks =D

Jus now go la kopi wit my bros... haiz... today not in a gd mood coz of my company.. make limpei no mood.. knn eh... den i make my keroppi bro angry dulan me.. haizz.... wan to say sorry de.. but i m a guy leh.. cannot say sorry to a frog de.. haha.... so i REN!!!!! den in the end ok liao.. jus gif him sometimes to cool down.. machiam ger hor? LOL.....

Will work till end of dis month.. i cfm cant stay on liao.. will breakdown anytime.. hae tolerate enough...... See how it goes.. hope my most CB big bro ask abt teac is a success.... *pray*

Finally IT'S OVER!!!! (for now lah)

2006-08-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

well.... my ict finally over liao last friday.... CO tried so hard to push & let us out-pro on friday.... the result of our ATEC was not wat we wanted but it's considered good since we were down on manpower....

sunday nite (30th Jul 2006) - book in timing 21oohrs.... wah liao.... abit early leh.... but boh bianz.... gotta make last minute prep for nxt day's exercise.... 4 days.... OMG.... dunnno since wen nv had so many days straight for exercise liao.... dunno can tong anot.... anyway, after book in, my PC came & asked me abt my injury (remember? bitten by unknow land creature?) & asked if i'm able to go for the exercise.... well, due to the nature & type of injury, i told him no & explained to him y.... he told me to report sick nxt day & see wat status MO wld give me....

monday - after breakfast go report sick wif 3 other platoonmates.... knnz.... no status.... juz gave me medicine to eat & apply.... tat meant i gotta go outfield.... wah liao eh.... wait my wound infected how?.... knnz.... stupid MO.... but come back & tink again..... our battalion already short of manpower.... so MO wld push those he tink cld make it wan go outfield.... cant reali blame him.... after getting my medication, went back to see my PC wif my platoonmates.... oni 1 stayed back in camp coz of his circumcision wound.... the rest gotta go outfield.... for me, i wld be tonner-bound, ie. stay in the tonner throughout the excercise & help with the platoon's re-sup & stores.... well, since i cant chiong, help out wif the re-sup & stores is the best i could help out my other platoonmates who were going to chiong.... so went up to pack my fieldpack & stuff & get ready to move out....

by ard 1400hrs, rch our conn area.... the rest of the platoon unloaded from the tonner & prep for setting up the con-wires for the CP.... i felt abit disappointed coz i cldnt join them.... after unloading the necessary stores, the tonners went off to the MT park.... 1 of my platoonmate was wif me coz he was given attend B for his diarrhea.... luckily it rained tat morning, so it wasnt tat hot in the afternoon, so it wasnt like an oven in the tonner.... the 2 of us were like slping throughout the whole afternoon & nite.... well, once u put on the uniform, u somehow feel tired all the time....

tuesday - conn was over & the tonners moved in to pick up the troops from the CP.... my platoonmates all loaded up the stores & re-supped their water & rations b4 moving off.... i helped out by filling up their water bottles & pack up the stores into the tonner.... den a platoon from C coy loaded up to my tonner as their tonner wasnt there, so dey used ours to transport dem to the move out area.... after everyone got to the drop off point, the tonners returned to the MT park.... now i'm alone by myself.... sianz.... at least the nite b4 got my platoonmate to talk & chat wif.... now i'm alone.... sianz.... wat to do.... sleep lor.... at ard 2100hrs plus, 1 of my platoonmates who reported sick wif me the previous day morning suddenly appeared.... it seemed tat his illness replased & had to fall out.... well, got company again.... heheh.... then i realised tat my CQ tonner was besides ours & i went over to look for my CQ & the HQ people.... so there we were sitting in the trailer having coffee, smoked & tokked cock.... den someone came over & told us there might b4 an Arty drill soon & so we quickly cleared our things & went back to the tonner.... then the platoonmate who had diarrhea came back.... so its like 3 of us slpt in the tonner tat night....

wednesday - the 1st mission was over & we linked up wif the rest of the platoon for re-sup.... dey were all wet coz it rain the nite b4 & dey were caught in it.... all of dem looked tired out & exhausted.... me & my the other 2 platoonmates who were in the tonner quickly helped dem to re-sup while dey changed to dry clothings b4 the next mission.... after the re-sup, 3 more of my platoonmates fell out due to injuries.... well, it seemed tat age had caught up wif us.... so its 6 of us were down.... almost 2/3 of the platoon down while the rest of the guys pushed on for the 2nd mission....

thursday - 2nd mission over liao.... pushing in to re-sup for the 2 sections.... but nobody guided us to where our 2 sections were deployed & we waited in the middle of nowhere for someone to bring us there.... further more we dun haf any way of contacting them.... i was thinking to myself, "is my platoon reali tat not impt to the battalion? y nobody bothered abt us coz we were attached to those rifle company?".... anyway, the 2 sections came down & looked for us & they were like cursing & swearing abt the re-sup timing.... after ard 30mins rest, they loaded up the tonner & got ready for the last mission, wich was quite relaxing coz there was basically no walking or bashing at all.... so we waited & waited till finally, at 1730hrs, exercise cut.... everyone was delighted tat the nightmare was finally over.... we started to pack up our stores & equipment & get ready to RTU.... after rching camp, we quickly unloaded the stores, equipment & cleaned everything up so we can relax for the next day.... everyone did his part, including my PC & all the Specs, & we finished everything within an hour's time.... tis is one thing i'm proud of wich is the platoon's teamwork & unity.... with the cleaning doing, its time to enjoy.... those who did not go outfield helped us buy food & drinks & everything was all ready so tat once we finished the stores, we cld eat immediately.... after makan, ard 10 - 15 of us gathered in one bunk & drank ourselves silly.... my platoonmate actually bought 50 cans of tiger.... *pengz*.... i was like how can finis 50 cans leh.... luckily some of them started drinking b4 me & the rest went to join them.... we played many games & the losers wld have to drink.... we had so much fun coz exercise over liao so it's time to relax ourselves & enjoy.... in the end we finally finished all 50 cans.... >.<" .... *phew*.... heng arh, i din reali drink tat much (coz i noe how to siam.... heheheh....).... all of us were like very high after the session & we played till almost 3am b4 going to bed....

friday - woke up at almost 7.30am.... went for breakfast & after tat thot can sleep but kena arrow go help out armskote clear the arms till lunch.... after lunch, CO wana tok again.... after the talk, go back bunk, pack up our things & got ready to clear the bunks & then out-pro.... delay delay delay, wait wait wait, sleep sleep sleep until almost 6.30pm den can go.... FINALLY ARH!!!! OUT-PRO LIAO LOH!!!!

now come to think of it, reali kinda miss the guys.... chiong 2gether, sweat, cursing & swearing.... it was reali fun.... especially everynite whereby most of us wld gather at the smoking area & tok cock.... hmmmm.... it was reali reali fun.... now we got 3 more ICTs to go b4 we reali finis our NS cycle.... i'm sure it will be hard & sad to say goodbye to one another coz most of us were like already together since day 1 till now.... the bond tat we had forged between every single one of us.... it's like we r brothers to one another.... looking out & helping one another out during trainings & exercises.... pushing & encouraging one another when the going reali gets tough....

well, i'm reali gonna treasure the times we gonna have together for the next 3 ICTs b4 we wld finally go on with our own lives outside after the NS cycle.... until then.... it's ICT OVER LIAO LOH!!!! :D

thinking

2006-08-06T04:58:00.000+08:00

Dis few days for dis month no sales... so sad.. nobody wan to send $$.... dunno saving $$ for wad... haha... hmmm.. noe how to say ppl... dunno how to say myself.... lol

Well althought i no sales but i feel very comtempted.. y? oso dunno y..... mayb coz of my nu li? haha.... manage to get her hp no. liao... not bad wor...dat time i oso source abit of her social life... abit scary sia.. haha.. y? her hangout place like all those high class high class de.. exp exp wor.. >.< unlike those gers hu like clubbing or techno siao or wadever... jus the other way rd.. live band or wadever.. hmmmm...... jus like me sia.. haha....but all the place mentioned i nv heard b4 de.. haha.... see how it goes oso....oso dunno how to start it... hmmmm...... walls hae ears.... hae to be extra careful else si liao... haha.... oso heard ppl saying she gd at chopping carrot.. hmmm.. oso scary..... i dun wanna be a carrot...... thinking thinking thinking... but dun worry my cbsgang... so far only cheehong.. nv put full heart in.. else u guys will feel my saddness again.. lol.. me still thinking...

Haizz.. till now haven recieved my NS letter yet... NS really reject me?? dun wan me go? haha.... so gd....haven recieved letter i cant plan my route ahead... dunno wad to do...... really hard to plan... but no matter wad nid to earn as much $$ as i can... else dunno how to survive in later part of my life.. haha.... thinking....

Was thinking want to quit philips or wad.... dunno yet.. still thinking... or can i request transfer out? or find a better job? really dunno wad to do.... hmmm.... think think think..... or sld i tolerate for another 3months??? starting to feel the unhappiness working.. but the main problem is dunno is working enviroment in carre4 or philips.. haizz... headache.... thinking....

End of month

2006-07-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

wooo.. is a last weekend of the month... the "battle" is over... well.. today sunday i been defeated... sad sad.. sold only 1 32" LG got 2-3... sad sad.... but lucky my sat sales cover up for today... sold 3 32"... today tell my little boss to print out my sales report... very very nervous.. coz sales report = my $$$$$$.. start to calculate my sales... count count count.. den was shocked man.. its is twice the amount i expected... hahahahahahah..... 88k SONGBO............... carre4 did 88k for philips.. haven include today sales... haha... nxt month my take home will be POWER........... 2%-3% of it.. haha.. u go count urself... $$$$$$$.

Today super boring sia..... served 20+ customers... all played along wit me.. wan buy but in the end say nv bring credit card, delivery arrangement cannot.. knn eh..... play me out.. so sad.... nvm... used to it liao... hehe... den nite time ard 9pm go eat snake awhile wit richmond.. den we saw accident sia... it happen jus rite infront of us.... see live de... haha.... a motor bike "buang" den caught fire.. fire very very big sia... lucky both riders nv hurt.. but his gf was shocked... can guarrentte she wunt dare to ride on bike again liao by looking at her stunned face... i was the first to report police... called at 915.... u all noe wad time they came?? haha..... 935 - 940pm FIRST came is fire engine -.-Zz.... followed by red cross den police car.... by the time they reached.. the fire was put out by the suntec guards liao... SLOW SIA..... if got ppl there dying i think already die liao..... puizz... haha... i noe the number of the bike.. is 7172... 4D mus buy..... haha.....

After eat snake... went up n told dat siao charbo abt it... wan proof sia... lousy hp i hae... take pics liao but image so sux.. i delete... haha.... actually i was trying very very hard to fish her hp number sia.. haha... always so suay de.. wan go find her.. got alot ppl de.. no chance at all... nid to keep trying keep trying...... NU LI!!!!!!! get number nia hor.. dun think tooo much......

Coming to the end of month.. knn eh i haven got my pay yet.. puiz puiz.... lapsup.... my enzer promoter got his pay.. return my $$ den treat me go to our usual hangout place... paulaner... dats is out hangout liao.. got live band n nice beer n lots of swee charbos to see.... haha.... bo bian we 2 tiko... haha..... if i not wrong tues will be getting my pay.. YEAH.....

SIAN... tml meeting.. 1030am -.- still thinking after meeting wan go back work anot.... sian.. meeting without derrick at my side.. abit sian coz i will be alone....... sux sux..... see how first... tml she got work den i MAY consider go work to fish her number.. haha.... *ciaoZzz*

1 more week to go....

2006-07-30T10:15:00.000+08:00

Finally can book out liao.... past week can say quite siong but oso quite relax....

Monday:
woke up at 5am, get ready & went to meet my platoonmates at Hougang Blk 401 kopitiam.... 1 of them dunno doing wat, almost 7am den rch.... after breakfast, we load into his car (damn small lor.... Suzuki Swift....) & set off to Tg Gul camp (damn far.... near end of Tuas)..... rch camp & in-process at 9am.... super late lor.... after in-pro liao draw arm go for CO parade (tok cock again).... after parade go for weapon revision.... took almost 1 hour.... after tat go back bunk rest & wait for lunch.... after lunch liao basically sleep till dinner coz got no trg for men, only commanders.... so tats abt it for Monday....

Tuesday:
Stupid OC siao on.... got morning run.... knnz.... luckily after the 1st round started to rain, so the rest of the run cancelled.... hehehe.... today is individual platoon trg.... every platoon do their own trg & go thru basic drills.... our platoon's 1st lesson is in aircon room coz gotta use computer.... hahaha.... tink our platoon the only one in the battalion so priviledged.... the whole lesson basically jbl loh.... juz read read read.... lesson over liao, go to canteen & take a break.... afternoon time is practical trg in camp(heng no nid go out field).... did some obstacles construction & breaching drills.... trg took abt 4 hours afterwich was dinner time.... after dinner did some store preparations for nxt day's trg.... den my platoon sergent told us 3 persons r allowed to go out buy some makan for the rest.... initially i din wana go coz damn tired.... but after some time seems no one wana go, so i thot y not go out for awhile.... so went out wif 1 of my platoon mate to a kopitiam & had some beer & roti prata....

Wednesday:
Assault boat trg for coastal hook.... basically juz how to board n unboard the boat.... the rest of the time was sit inside & kena splash by the spray from the waves.... we waited almost 4 hours (from 8.30am to 12.30pm) b4 the boats arrived due to low tide & they cant launch the boats.... so the the 4 hours we juz tok cock & relax.... wen the boats arrived, thot can go liao.... sekali not enuff boats.... muz zhun zhun short of 2 boats for my platoon.... knnz.... smlj.... so we gotta wait for 15mins more b4 our turn to get in the boat.... nbz.... the boat ride was abt 15-20mins afterwich we went RTU.... -.-" .... rch camp liao go for the stupid MATAS set zero-ing & dinner.... the most siong wan the nxt day....

Thursday/Friday:
Battalion Mission Exercise.... dunno wich cock suggest to integrate our platoon into the BME coz it was supposed to be individual platoon trg for today & tml.... so LL lor.... we rch the place n did conn area drills.... ard 3pm my platoon got pulled out to do our own trg.... so i packed up my stuff & get ready to go.... suddenly i felt a burning & stinging sensation on my back.... i quickly ask my platoon medic to chk for me wats wrong.... it was like i kena bitten by some insects.... my back was swollen & blue black.... my medic quickly bring me to the BCS to see MO.... gave me some medication & ask me to go see him if i get fever or breathing difficulties.... HENG arh.... siam the BME coz gotta following the rifle company & walk thru-out the night.... :D then one of my platoon mate oso fall out coz he not feeling well oso.... so the two of us stayed in the tonner all night & relax.... so the tonner went off to the MT park where all the other tonners & vehicles were parked.... the two of us relaxed & tok cock & sleep.... halfway thru the night while we were sleeping.... the tonners all suddenly start the engines & started moving.... the speeding was faster the usual wen moving abt coz me & my platoon mate were like being tossed ard inside the tonner like rag dolls lor.... its was until the next day we found out tat the MT park kena Arty & tats y dey gotta run.... >.< .... Friday afternoon.... link up wif my platoon & continued our last mission.... finally at abt 4pm.... exercise cut liao & all RTU....

Tis in-camp can say quite jialat coz my platoon's strength is very small.... got 6 of us medical problems.... so we were like from 3 sections down to 2.... as for my section, i'm the only man left plus my sect com & 2IC.... so we were reali like short of strength.... luckily the specs all come back plus 2 additonal wans.... so can cover here n there.... anyway tis is only the 1st week.... still got 1 more week to go.... ">.< *SIAN*SIAN*SIAN*

Tree, leaf n wind story......

2006-07-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

Tree
People call me "Tree".

I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.

I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up eve rything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.

She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too.

When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?

During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
People call me Leaf.

During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.

I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Wind

Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person look ing at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.

It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."

"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.

Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I could n't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

Moral

In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss?

This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.

It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever. ..

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.

happy hour

2006-07-25T02:52:00.000+08:00

yeah... its monday... monday blues -.-Zzz sux.... went back to work to settle a few problems.. hae to fax my sales report.. installations... blah blah blah.. sux man.. wan to fax oso cant go in office.. so strict gumlan... __ make me hae to go to SnE counter to ask ping meimei to fax for me.. so paiseh sia.. haha.. cfm alot ppl think i m one of the buayas "example: richmond?" haha... j/k bro....hmmm.... after faxed, went back to AV n start to change my "fengshui" getting rdy for my "battle" dis weekend... hope to closed as many as i can coz is the last weekend sales... must chiong arrrrrr....................... arranged my fengshui... feel so NICEE.... haha....

Dunno y sia.. alot ppl jio me go drink drink dis few days.... mayb they noe i "lost form" nid to drink drink accompany me..... rejected colin invitation coz they heading down to chaxuan... no no no for me.. bring bad memories......... in the end i went drink wit richmond(enzer promoter) haha... feel like 1 of my bro to me.. coz jus like my CBsgang.. used to be super beng den "settled down" get along wit him very well.. can say is like 1 n only friend i can hae in carre4... haha.... we went to paulaner... 1 of my bro(goofy) intro to me de.. nice beer.. first time drink beer without qi.... haha.... we were late by 10mins to enjoy their happy hour 1 for 1 promotion.. sux... but nvm.. since we here.. we find a place n relax.. got live band somemore.. gd gd... my fav... we ordered 4 in total.. but suddenly haha... get 2 more free beer.. grifts from 3 ladies.. haha... didn't noe we still got our "charm" haha.... we tok cock drink drink.. till nearly 12... den richmond went toilet.. something strange happen.. haha.. dun wanna say it out...

while drinking.. was thinking 2 guys drink abit boring.. so he try to jio ping mei to come.. but he failed... lousy.. haha... but i was hoping another person to come.. the most talkative de of coz.. can be our entertainment.. haha..... sld noe hu i toking abt... haha....... afterall found a gd place to relax liao after work next time.. gd gd.... tml richmond jioing me out... dunno dat cb wan to jio me go where.. haha... waiting for his call.. ( machiam waiting for ger call) haha....

tiring n boring day

2006-07-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

wad a tiring weekend for me... its a war to me... chiong chiong n chiong...... chiong sales of coz... went to work early den last guy to leave the store.. haiz... sibei steam..... lucky all my efforts never went in vain.... dis weekend closed 7 32TA1000, 1 dvd recorder, 1 26TA1000. hmmm.. let me calculate how much i make dis weekend.. hmmmmmm..... total : $250 only... sux.. still not enough.......its really a waste... everytime i went for break.. LG will closed 1 set.. sad sad.. if i nv went for break.. will be mine... haizz.... today let LG close 1 50inch.. haiz... nvm.. i dun hae 50inch to sell oso.. but let LG closed deal... i feel very very itchy.. dunno y.. mayb is the working environment stress... really stress sia.. is like i the only guy selling.. the "rest" wunt help out de... jus wait there for sales or sell LG or pioneer.. sux..... but nvm... in the end i still win.. haha.... as usual top brand in store again..... well.. get used to it sooner or later.. i still dunno i can survive there or not.. haiz.zzzz....

Hmmm.. dunno y sia.. dis few days or i can say for the past few weeks.. cant get to slp sia.. den suddenly feel very lonely n boring.. so dis few days keep jioing my CBsgang to la kopi... else i really really dunno wad to do.. seems like the world is strinking... getting smaller n smaller.. feeling very cramp.. at home really dunno wad to do sia.. sit infront my computer den on music n listen.. like wad i doing now... listening to songs.... toking abt songs... jus happen to come across dis song.. "never let you go" is a english version of a canto song "da ge" a very very very sad song.... hear liao tears will drop.. the morale of the song is "dun hae the courage to let the person u like to know dat u luv him/her. so if given u the chance again.. you would never let go of him/her. telling them how much u really luv them." haizz...... later i post the lyrics. now listening to it..

Hmm.. today saw dat siao charbo.... she working today but her counter as usual sia.... alot of GUYS..... all 5 SnE gers working today.. all wearing mini-skirts... =D haha.... wan to go distrub her de or can i say.... treat her eat chocolate.... ( dun misunderstand, asking help from her getting pro2 cheap cheap) haha...... but see her so busy so nv go.. instead go disturb another ger selling chocolate.. haha.. my enzer promoter (part-timer) interested in her... i try to be mei gong.. haha.... actually nv go disturb much oso.. coz busying chionging sales..

here the song:

Never let you go

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

SIANZ AH!!!! ICT TRG ARH!!!!

2006-07-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

*HAIZ* ICT lai liao.... muz go chiong suah again.... SIANZ AH!!!! ENEMY IN FRONT!!!! CHIONG AHHHHHH!!!! CHAAAARRRRRRGEEEEE!!!!

SWEE~~~ New Logo Sia!!!

2006-07-20T05:17:00.000+08:00

Wah laoz!! See Lenny Tootz tootz but he really create good logo for us!!! The cbsgang logo SIBEI SWEE!!!! Now its time to show off our BOLG to others I shall start by changing my Msn name with our page!!! haha I really the Chief_cb.......Anyway my sincere thx to our Lenny for this page........

Really Proud To Know you Guys And Proud To Be cbsgang members~~~ ALWAYS THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER~~~ Really A good Phase BY Kap-Poh~~~ hahahaha~~~~

Dreaming.... -.-''

2006-07-18T03:17:00.000+08:00

There he goes again.... =P

Change of members n LOGO

2006-07-16T03:47:00.000+08:00

Well.... our new LOGO..... and gdbye to our old LOGO... *sobz*sobz*---------->>>>>

sad to say.... there is a change in our CBsgang..... our dear Johnny is married so hardly wit us liao.. he busy wit his chris gerger n oso his army life.. so we 4gif him... our Ron chew... well.... we kick him out of our CBsgang.. :p our newly member will be DAVID GOH.. welcome him... he actually wit us very very long time liao..... u can see him in most of our pics....... he a real stoner -.-Zzz

ALWAYS THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER

2006-07-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

The past 8 mths or so saw many things happened.... the worst of all, of coz, would be me.... well it's another new chapter for me now....

Maybe a recap of some of the most memerable events for the past 8 mths or so:
Jan 2006: 4 of us went for a trip to Hong Kong (which was a last minute decision whereby it was made barely 2 weeks before the trip) =p Our little Fishy Bro wanted to go with us badly, but his parents did not allow him to. (Nvm, before u go NS we try to arrange for a trip to Genting) The trip was apparantly for me to cool down & relax after what happened. It was oso whereby our Black Bird Bro met his current GF. :D (Come to think of it: If i did not suggest asking them (the charbors) out, maybe he won't be so happy now.... Wahahaha.... So can say i indirectly became "Yue Lao".... Hehehehe.... =p)

Feb 2006 to Dunno when lah: Little Fishy Bro gotta know someone.... he was like over the moon for quite some time (which we were all happy for him). but god knows wat happened, he suddenly became moody & down.... he began to show us attitude (dun deny hor) & even quarrlled with Garfield over some trivial matters.... It took him some time before he cleared his head & returned to normal.... Now different liao hor.... many many targets wor.... Chee-Hong-ing again.... =p

April 2006: Little Fishy Bro's Birthday!!!! Organised a 3 day chalet for him (spent quite alot hor) to help him celebrate coz no one reali celebrate his BD for him.... He suggested going to Loyang Tua Peh Gong & pray & we all went. after praying, he went to see if he could see any numbers on the famous Datuk stone.... he did see 4 numbers & asked if we wana shared. so we did & dunno if its due to his good luck or the good deed we did after we went to Loyang Tua Peh Gong, the numbers he saw came up 1st prize!!!! (Hmmm.... or maybe Tua Peh Gong see us all come out $$$$ for his chalet, tats y let us strike.... hehehehe....) we were all very happy & reali enjoyed oursleves tat night....

July 2006: Garfield's Birthday!!!! We went to a Japanese restaurant located at Lock Road (off Alexandra Road) for a buffet dinner with afew of our colleagues.... Had a sumptous dinner & eat till we almost cant walk.... :D After the dinner, we went to Orchard Party World & party until siao.... (anyone wana jio me again for the fastest drinker competition again? kekekeke.... =p)

Well, despite all the disagreements or little little problems we had amongst one another or on ourselves, i'm glad that neither of us beared grudges against one another. In fact we were always there for one another when one of us is feeling down.... I'm reali reali happy tat i got tis group of "animal" bros....

TO ALL MY BROS, LET US BE UNITED & NOT LET ANYTHING SPOIL OUR BROTHERHOOD!!!! LET'S ALL BE THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER IF ANYONE OF US IS DOWN....
LAST BUT NOT LEAST: BROTHERS ALWAYS!!!!
CB GANG FOREVER!!!!

1yrs 4mths anniversary

2006-07-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

wow.... bu zhi bu jue is 1yr plus liao.. dis blog consist of the pics taken from my last yr birthday n dis yr de.... haiz... times really flies past fast..... we cbsgang hae been together for quite sometimes oso liao... ard 3yrs liao.. all my bros...... *sobz*sobz* friends is only limited within our surrounding... only we cbsgang will noe which other feeling.. outsiders can really fark off... haha....i will upload dat chief cb birthday pics into here after u guys send me the pics.... come to think of it.. to me only cbsgang really counted as friends to me nia.... the rest really can fark off.. haha..... hmmmmm.... 1315pm liao... haven go work.. hehehehe.. started to feel lonely liao.. ooooooooooooooo..... cannot think tooo much liao.. must hae things to do liao.. haha... *ciaoz*

CBsgang 4ever!!!!!!

Always on my mind

2006-07-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

Where got 4get de... cbsgang leh....... i so heart heart bitter bitter make dis blog de leh...... i dun come in maintain hu will?? all of u so computer idiot de.. hahaha...... j/k

but guess dis few months all of us is really busy to come in here n entertain each other liao especially me!!!! after dat incident.......................... jitao lost form.. lucky i slowly slowly pick up liao.. get over it liao i think........ jus dun remind infront me can liao.. haha.......

all busy to chiong sales to earn $$$ mah.. dats wad all cbsgang members lack off.. BO LIU!!!!! haha.... its a pleasure to see our johnny rom liao... our jackjack n dandan staying together.. ( waiting for wedding dinner)... our keroppi got "secretly mission" liao... gd gd... left me n derrick nia... soon going to left with our poor derrick lonely liao.. haha.. ( coz i cheehong ) haha

well.. hopes all the best to all CBsgang!!!! lets earn more $$ n finding true loves is not a problem!!!! chiong arrrrrrr

...Its been A Long Time.....

2006-05-18T03:54:00.000+08:00

I happen to suddenly remember I have A blog...hehe.. But seems like it has been neglected for a while now... Sad...but not intentionally... I oso knows that none of them who forget or never visit this page is doing it intentionally... Dunno why but suddenly felt that I have to at least post something if not it is not so UTD....LOLx.....ALL MY FELLOWS CBZ....IF YOU ALL HAPPEN TO SEE THIS AND STARTED POSTING, MEANS THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT REMEMBER THIS PAGE!!!

AGAIN!!!! CBZ IS FOREVER!!!! ALL THE BEST TO ALL OUR MEMBERs OF THE CBz... TAKE CARE!!!

YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!

2006-02-16T12:40:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day on 14'feb'06 is oso her birthday.... so qiao... heng lor.. no nid buy 2 birthday presents.. haha

Dat day she agree to went out with me.. of coz i feel excited lor... first time in 19yrs a ger finally went out with me on valentine, no nid to find my brothers to celebrate liao.. hehe... sorrry bros.. i dun mean anything..

Bought a pink rose and gif her.. when she move in her room.. omg... so many roses in her room liao... but i feel alrite coz only mine is pink color.. the rest is all red!!!.. haha.... den we went for a movie.. "A season for love" the movie not bad lar... but she watch till wanna slp.. not coz the show is boring.. coz the day b4 she 6am slp ...... haiZzz
After show i intend to take her go jack's place for dinner, i hae reserved a place liao. But its her birthday afterall.. so i asked her wad u would like to eat b4 i make any decision.. she told me want to eat STEAMBOAT!!!! *peng* den no choice lor.. we go bugis and eat the "ma la huo guo"

After dinner.. i send her to work.. meanwhile i pass her my carrier told her to keep for me later.. scare i lose it or wad...so she put in her bag.. i told her... "if u lose dis, is oso equal losing my heart" haha.... she hear liao blur blur.. den nvm.. send her to work den accompany her till 2am.. dats when she finish her work...

At her workplace.. alot ppl give her presents some represent birthday some represent other meaning.... got bears,got hearts,got roses... alot of presents la.. den hse sis ask her.. "xiaopang gei ni li wu le ma" she say haven.. den her sis come n scold me........... say y everytime i m always so slow... haha.. i told her sis.. i pass her a carrier.. n inside is her present.. but dun let her noe... den her sis tell me her sis haven eat birthday cake.. upon hearing i go out and search for it at 845pm... cant find any bakery shop.. but i found swensen... bought a ice-cream cake.

Actually at her workplace there.. i was kinda sad.. moody.. dunno why oso.. feel so lonely.. haiZzz.. see alot of thing i sld not hae seen...haizz.. dun wanna tok abt it here...
After her work... i send her home.. send her sis to colin hse first.. coz colin not feeling well.. she wnet see see him.. send her home, help her pack all her gifts.... all the flowers.. lucky mine is still the obvious 1.. haha.. all gif her red color de... haha... den she pass me back my carrier i told her to keep it n open it... she open.... she asked alot questions la... i really gif her my heart... feel dat she the only person who can put on dis heart, no other person can liao... seeing dis heart is like seeing her the first time.. so i bought it... but 1 thing i dunno is.. i really dunno her expression is wad.. haizz... den i rest at her hse for awhile coz dat day abit high... headache...rest till 5am den i went home.

I dunno she like it or not.. but i hope she will apreciate it... will treasure it.. hope to see her put it on everyday.. dats wad i expect...!!!

Joy i love u!!

wake up!!!!!

2005-12-29T02:51:00.000+08:00

wake up lar!!!! cb!!!! everyday face like zombie..cb u.. now cny coming not 7th month leh.. cb... is u think toooo much le lar... cb.... u like dis.. she noe? or u wan her to noe u like dis den make her feel guilty? or smlj??? come on lar.. shi lian is everybody daily life...if whole sg ppl shi lian like u like dis.. den sg become resident evil liao lor...or even dawn of the dead!!! cb!!! is not i scolding u or smlj!!! is i find it really bo liao to be like dis lor!!!!! is not u heart broken now leh... ppl heart broken dun feel like dis de leh!!! u now is totally ki siao leh!!!!

Merry X'mas

2005-12-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

yo.... merry merry x'mas to all CBsgang... eve we nv celebrate coz all of us got our own tiu!!! but ytd nite was a fun nite.... celebrate x'mas n oso hapi belated birdday to our commando wolf!!! Had fun bbq at yishun dam.. a very budget bbq coz all bo liu for christmas.. so sad!!! pay haven get =( but.. budget n simple n last minute organise is oso a very successful bbq christmas...

after bbq we change spot to garfield hse n hehehehehe win money!!! haha...... play pairs... cb... they play as if they go genting n play.. nb.. say liao at first play 20cent in the end every round see the table at least $20 de... nb.... knn..!!!! first few rds i lose till bo liu.. den garfield lend me $20 to play... den slowly slowly my $20 going to fly off tooo.... den suddenly hp ring.. got sms.. whahahaha... from there my luck change le.. win big money.... tell u all hor.. last time we played i very humji de.. dun dare to follow big amount den always lose 20cent 20cent.. whahaha... ytd i played abit toooo hiong!!! scary!!!!! coz i remind myself mus win $ so dat tml i can watch movie wit her!!! hahahahaha... (cheehong)

Not bad in the end i win quite alot.. return garfield $ i still got 50+ whahahaha... sibei song!!!! play till 6am... told my parent liao i tonging dunno y my mum still call n kp me (sad) i reached home liao my dad ask me i tout u staying derrick house (sad)... sian tio!!!!! ahah.. anyway i dun intend to stay at garfield hse oso lar.. so smelly.. puizzz... i mean my body smelly... =P

anyway GG all.... n oso to Keroppi n Birdy...!!!!! I SEE BOTH UR ACE NO UP!!!!!. ahahahahah.. wan revenge i anytime.. whahahahahaha *siam*

Treat it as i m a holy priest or holy SHIT

2005-12-19T14:59:00.000+08:00

haha!!! there is alot of ways to settle in ur life. it does not mean dat once u take MRT to orchard u always rely on MRT liao.. u hae to think of other ways oso.. taking cab if u wu liu taking bus like me lor!!! jus in case MRT suddenly bo power to move.. den u late for work liao!!!!! hehe!!

hmm.. actually is not i toking cock leh.. trying to say is.... relationships is part of everybody daily life!! once break we find it sad or dulan or wadever feelings is frustrated by us but hae u ever wonder how the other party will feel? u see the situation now... jus a simply sentence "no feeling to u liao" is abit obvious dat she got feeling for others liao mah... furthermore frankly speaking i really hope u bro dun mind i say dis... even u all say age is not a limit in relationship but is all jus SAY nia.... in the heart cfm + safety 5 will hae at least 0.5mm of gab de.... ok dun say abt heart.. friends will not say meh? most bastards of all is none other den friends!!! jus like doing sales.. dat guy is buying a philips 42"plasma but his friends told him philips where got gd... buy panasonic better.... den no matter how u brainwash dat guy.. he in the end will still listen to his friends n buy panasonic.. dats the way in life.. same to me oso.. i will definitely listen advise from my CBs friends rather den listen advise from my smlj friends!!! haha

All the same de lar..... u see lor.. i asked them for steady lar.. their ans is "dun wanna go into relationship yet" but whenever they say dis sentence the next week u see WOW... got bf liao leh..buay pai!!! they always 4get to add in 2 words in their sentence "dun wanna go into relationship yet WITH YOU" i noe u spend alot alot on her... n oso u luv her whole-heartly..... she break wit u does not mean during those days she does not appreciate u... is the same as playing CS... u using MP5 den u suddenly saw a AK-47 on the floor.. u wunt pick up meh?? more firepower leh...

Seeing u like dis... u think we CBs will happy meh.. we share 1 heart de leh... cheerup bro..... 30+ nia.. still got long long rd to go..... unless tml something happen lar.. den i dunno liao lar... u go ask yan luo wang. Getting a perfect relationship is the day u feel dat u can help her put on her ring!!! puppy luv does not meant only for my age de hor!!!!!! old uncles like u all oso applies hor!!!!!!

ok lar.. jus dun think tooo much le lar... relax n sleep peacefully.... R.I.P

Made in China

2005-12-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

haha.. ya... most of philips product made in china but still got customers buy philips.. must see who is the salesman mah!!! =D

No lar.. dis post not abt philips product.. is abt a ger i met in a pub.... as usual after work.. i went down to the pub with colin n 2 alan. went down there relax relax.. normally i was kinda of most quiet among them.. nth to chat with... until i saw dis ger... first impression is just like an apple to me.. lol.. dunno how to describe y it is apple.... jus first impression.. den i wanted to chat wit her but dunno how to approach her.. den colin help me make first move.. ask her over n chat wit her.. hehehehehe... FRIEND indeed -.-Zzz den slowly he intro her to me.. lol.. as if we were doing sales like dis.. lol.... den i chat wit her... alot of things to chat.. n make fun of her... very funny... having fun dat day.... den she from china.. same as me 19 dis yr too..!!!!! YEAH!!!!.. haha...... den chat till she nid to went off first.. den dats our last meeting... sad....... dunno when got chance to meet again hor.. lol.....

sian.... while i typing now.. i totally no voice now... tok like very the xin ku... eat thing oso xin ku.. no mood to eat.. see doctor le.... got MC..... but haizzz...... no voice how to survive.. sad!!!!

13.12.2005

2005-12-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

hehehe... its a critical day sia.... nervous.. the day i see whether i can start my practical lessons a not... dun wanna retake liao.. mus pass!!!!!!!!! pass liao i jitao go book liao.. all my saving i hae earned for the pass few months is finally going to be of use!!!! lol..... wish me gd luck bros!!!! haha

Sexpo

2005-11-29T20:22:00.001+08:00

yeah.. last weekend i was posted at sexpo instead of my usual place at great world... at first kinda boring.. coz nobody i knew was there.. i was left there alone :( tout at there my sales would be better but haiz.. seem to me like no difference.. den aron told me at great world.. all brand sales very gd can sell more den 3 each except philips only 2 on each weekend.. nb.... wad he doing sia... weak ass..!!!! if i were there.. things would be the other way rd.... well.. at sexpo is not total alone.... at least my eyes is busy... haha... coz fhm there mah.. but hor.. only a few models is like professional de.. the rest like......... picked from roadside de.... oops.. sorry for dat :p but sian is got no time to walk around the hall... tooo many stones to serve.. kuku leh :(

At there team up wit 2 more promoter.. derrick n billy.. heard from others dat derrick is IMM pro LCD seller.. hmMmm.. at first dun believe.. but really can see he is gd at selling LCD always sold 1 more den me :( den dat billy.. kao eh.. vomit blood leh work wit him.... work wit him i feel no space.. no freedom de.. how to do sales!!!!!!! den somemore call my friend complain say i dunno selling skills... smlj.......!!!!!! nvm.. wo ren.. see him oldman.. wo ren!!!!!

I got took pcitures in sexpo.. but cant upload yet coz camera not wit me.. nb!!!!!! haizzz..... dats all for today bah!!!!

New model 50" plasma

2005-11-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

yeah... ytd i did something great.. haha... i the first philips promoter to sell 50PF7320 new model.. at full cost.. no furthermore discount.. haha... feel so song.... YA.. ppl will ask.. wad so great selling a 50inch plasma.. well.. noe y so great about it? HAHa... coz that new 50inch plasma FARK up.. haha.. lj plasma.. worst 50inch plasma i ever seen.. i actually still can sell it.. omg.. power hor? haha..... i can actually wash him away from pioneer old model $7499 n pana $6999 n LG $6999 to get my lj plasma at $8499.. haha.. so song!!!!!!

Dis month my sales not bad.. all big big de.. haha.. so far for dis month sold alot 42inch n above LCD n plamsa.. haha..... so heng.. incentive oso UP UP UP.!!!! YEAH!!!!!

Hehehe...... lai lai.. limbei dedicate dis song to CBsgang especially to garfield.. haha

Mai Ya Hi~ Mai Ya Hu~ Mai Ya Ho~
Kang Jian Zhang Lang~
Wo Bu Pa Bu Pa LaH~

siansation

2005-11-05T03:51:00.000+08:00

Yo... siao liao... past 2 days i wan sleep early oso cant :( si liao lar.. not used to slp early le.. haiZzz
try to slp 2am but cant.. den ytd lie on my bed do nth till 4am.. lucky got soccer to watch.. till 6am den slp.. heng!!!

today dunno y sia.. i try 3am go slp.. still cant get to slp.. sian tio... lying on my bed listening to 933 n class 950.... using my hifi listen to class 950.. den use my radio clock listen 933.. power rite? lol.. bo bian nth to do.. den lying on my bed think of my past... thinking of those gers i actually chased b4.. come to think of it.. i laugh to myself.. hmm.. i ki siao liao.. lol. let me count how many gers i xian b4 ar... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7hmmm.. yup 7th is the last i xian.. abt 8months ago liao.. last ever ger i xian was on my birthday.. first ger i xian started from sec1 xian her till sec4... den o'lvl came gif up hope... lol.. den change target bah can say so.. den haha... countless of rejections came liao.. haha....3rd is from playing cs de.. 4,5,6,7 from dunno where de.. haha.. games,irc,friends... think of it.. mayb i sld not gif up on the first 1..... but hey.. remain friends better den no friend at all.. lol.. jus now on bed.. i recall alot of stupid foolish stuffs i did last time.. really dunno wtf i doing sia.. bu zhi bu jue say WTF to myself sia.. haha.. ki siao liao...
wow... now 4am liao.. i still here typing... jus cant get to slp sia.. sian tio.... since i awake jus say a few wish list first.. haha...

hope i got enough $ to go on a holiday wit my CBsgang n got $ to sponser to my parent n got $ to get my targeted fone n92!!!!!!!! i blur cock sia.. i tout n92 will be out by christmas i actually xchange hp wit my mum.. so she can use my 7610 den i use hers to trade-in... in the end found out it will be out by NEXT YEAR!!! yeah.. hope to go back to poly soon... life sux at home whole day!!! i going to renovate my room liao... total new place to live in.. new bed,new aircon,new shelfs,new table,new computer,new gf(oops) haha..... last 1 is impossible.. haha.... Hmmmmmmmm... still got wad to type eh.... nth liao.. haiz... i go back lie on my bed.. hope dis time can slp liao.. else i dunno later how to go work... nid to chiong sales de leh u noe..!!!!!!
ok dun think toooo much n go to slp!!!!!!!!!!!

1 sheep
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Zzzzzzzz

Lame Lenny!!! Finally I see someone post!!!

2005-10-23T05:10:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.... every nite I check to see posting, too bad everytime bo lang cares!!!Now I see Lenny posting I HAPPY sia!!! Wish that you all still remember the good times.....Now I no longer in Best Denki liao, we meet up lesser times but that doesn't mean we are not close BROs, I still treat you all as close as ever, but juz that we can't see each other so often, Lastly......
Dun Let Distance be a Barrier to Our Forever Friendship!!!
Let memories and thoughts keep us together Forever!!!
Juz Remember, when you all needed someone, I always be
ready to talk till morning....hahaz....I can listen though some
Problems is out of my means to help!!! Miss Ya!!
CBSGANG FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS!!!

1 simple msg

2005-10-21T05:09:00.000+08:00

yeah...!!! i m back here again.. lol... hmmm.... dis few weeks u guys hardly see me online rite? lol.. actually i nv off my com.. i everyday online but nv on my msn nia.. busy playing CO.. mus chiong lvl de.... dun play play... today or can i say jus now... 3am... i abit bo liao... sms her a simple gdnite msg lor.... but a simple msg can turn into a 2hours+ fone chatting den after chatting i m back to blog... scare later i slp wake up my mind is blank...... lol

She told me all her sad stories lor.. i listen lor.. den say till cry.. OMG.... i panick liao lor.. u guys sld noe mah.. i scare gers cry liao else i nervous liao.... hmmm.. but nvm her cries i used to it liao.. so forget it.. lol....den told me her holiday she selling product.. den hmmMm... i pass my sales tactics to her.. teach her how lor... see i so gd sia....

Tok till i realise hor~~~~~ after 23.04.05 i nv met her or we nv chat for less den 3 times... wow.... now is oct.... 6months le...... so long sia.... n i noe her from december in irc de... wow... nearly 1yrs liao.. longest irc female friend i had.. haha..... well she say dis yuan fen... for me i say is you yuan wu fen..... haha.....
see how it goes bah~~~~~

*blank*

Thompson Plaza

2005-09-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

NB...!!!! hae to work 10am - 10pm from MONDAY - SUNDAY at thompson plaza... NB CB..... SIAO AR.!!!!!!!!!!! put me alone selling philips vs 2 LG promoters.. NBCB!!!!!!!!! think i superman ar????? CCB!!!!!! FURTHERMORE.. IS DAT HARRY REQUEST ME DE... KUKU LEH!!!!!!

Liew... today first day there... i received info dat the sales there... LESS DEN 10PLASMA PER MONTH... SMLJ!!!!!!!! I EAT GRASS LIAO LOR!!!!!! ARRRRRRR......... I MISS MY FARKING GD DAYS IN GREAT WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT nvm.. i get to noe a DUA NEH BU.. HAHA..... a cashier she will be at the road shop wit me.. YUMMY~~~~~~~ WHahaha.. she a malaysian getting a driving licence... hehe!!!!!!!!

Sentence of the week!!!!!

2005-09-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today chatting wit my friends in Best denki..... den suddenly they tok abt chalet n gers.. haha.. well.. normal guys chats =P

guy A : " oie.. i organise a chalet 2 days 1 night we go relax n hae "fun" "
guy M: " ok... nite time we go find charbos "
guy J : " sian.. i 32yrs old liao still haven got any gf "
guy R: " i 23yrs old feel like divorcing my wife "

LOL...... J n R totally farked up their life.. wit their number age the other way rd....

Changing

2005-09-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

haha... by looking at the topic.. i not toking abt a guy or wad.. i still a normal MAN.. haha.... but it somehow was related to me.... MY JOB... hehe.. yupp.... i quit best staff n joined philips brand... i m now 100% totally delicated in selling ONLY philips items.... In my new job.. i getting more income den my previous job.. n MOST IMPORTANTLY... LESS STRESS

Yup.. working in new environment... i hae known quite a few new friends... got pioneer, teac promoters n 2 staffs.. not bad huh.. hehe...... but well.. think can only be normal friends bah.. haha.....

HmmmmmmmMmm.. btw..... dis few weeks.... i feel weird.. really weird.. i feel tired n moody all along... dunno y oso sia.. lol... i nv think anything leh.. haha... jus playing my games nia.. hmMmmmm... mayb i nv think anything making me brain-dead?? lol... mayb yes......

Jus realise something oso.. my hp hor.... everytime a ger called me... i will always hae the same question to myself... "wad they wan me to do?" lol..... gers call my friends is totally different to gers calling my hp.. lol..... dunno y oso.. well mayb my hp number is saved under "24-hour technician" well... CFM.. LOL.... YUP... ( dis msg is not to a particular ger.. is ALOT ) haha......
well.. wan me help is ok lar.. helping a friend is always my duty bah.. i guess...... well.. is a positive way of thinking.. i will think dat.. well.. mayb i still got a place in them to help them do stuffs.. LOL //////// if think abt negetive way.... i will think dat... y always when needed me do something den gif me a call??? normal chatting... CANT????? lol.... well.. fark care anyway.... lagi better.. save my fone bill.. lol............

hmmm.. jus to touch up on CBsgang... i feel dat it is falling apart liao.. yup.. i can feel.. lol.. no more wad it used to be when we can kpkb at kopitiam... or gather at derrick hse... or pa billard... or ktv... or DIS N DAT SHITS~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Y TELL ME Y BECOME LIKE DIS?????? some of the CBs becoming a LJ lang liao.. haiZzz... so sad.... izzit ppl influencing our gang??? or wad?? frankly speaking i dun wish to see the outcome is a negetive 1..... we will see on feb after GEF..... r we still wad we used to be??

ok lar.. dats all for dis week from me.. when i free i will write again....

Listening to : Melodies of Life by FF9
Mood: Moody
status: right kneecap n left toe in GREAT PAIN >.<
Condition: critical

TWO BLUR SOTONGS!!!!

2005-09-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

eh! FYI, its TAIWAN, not HONG KONG!!!! BLUR SOTONGS!!!! Especially u, GARFIELD!!!! tat day sit at kpt say go TAIWAN liao mah.... Wake up leh.... :p
*CROAK*

Blur Blur Lenny!!!

2005-09-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

...... Not December lah!!! We planning a big 1, it shld be at ard march. . . .If not they GEF and everyone cannot take leave!!! We save up then we plan then we go. ...... HAHAHAAHA

DECEMBER TARGET!!!!!

2005-09-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

ALL my CBgangs.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets work hard during the months b4 december...... I n derrick planned to go to HONGKONG during december IF we got the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$.... so lets us put everything behind n work hard for our december target!!!!! HONGKONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CBs gang in the heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ORD Loh!!!!

2005-09-07T04:17:00.000+08:00

... I resign from Best le!!! This Friday 09/09/05 is my last day le!!! Sorry Keroppi, I dun mean to leave you there alone but I think you know why I left!! Wish me all the best, k?? We will still be in contact rite?? Call me for coffee, k??? I will miz those days when all of us are working together *Sobz* Take care of yourself when I not around but when you noy happy oso can call me to complain, k??
Last but not least :-
Bros Forever to all my CBs Gang Members!!!
Save up k??? Next Year go HK together!!!!

..Happy Ending.....

2005-08-10T05:08:00.000+08:00

...So happy.... Our CB gang are back to normal liao......
Talking joking la kopi everything......
We are brought together to know each other by FATE!!! So Cherish wat we have and......
BROS FOREVER~~~~

wo zhen de shou shang le~~~~

2005-08-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

haizZz............. so sad.. say i bian le....... first of all.. did u ask urself first.. "shi bu shi wo bian le?" U not wad u used to be compare to the frog i noe... things hae change...... for me i dun think i hae change at all..... ya.. i change to a gay bah.. not interested in gers anymore.. prefer to go changi le.. no more geylang.. =P

In dis world... normally things can change a guy is either for the power he wan to hold n mostly woman.... we are jus sales.. so no nid care about promotion or powers to stand... so left with the only CAUSE OF EFFECT!!!!!!!!

U tell me find the song for u.... ya i found for u liao.. but in msn wad u did?? u jus kpkb at me... say i blah blah blah... make me dulan.. think i still wan send u the song? but in the end... few days later.. did i still send u the song? YES.... i did.. coz i still treat u as my bro.. but in the first place.. did u treat me as my bro??

To that garfield... ya... sorry lar.. nv tok much in sales floor.. coz dat time was sick.. u can see de lor.. sick till even dat lj teac promoter can dulan me... haizz.... but last week didn't we hae fun toking... =P me still remain as wad i m lor.....

Sometimes i was thinking.... izzit really all my fault???????????????? izzit i bian le??????????????

Dats still remains a mystery~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Are we gonna lose a friend, or it shld b "Bro"?

2005-07-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

well.... dunno y out of a sudden he changed until like tat? totally a diff person from the day we noe him.... started giving us (in fact almost everyone) attitude, showing not even the least respect, take trivial tings to the extreme, etc.... y? y suddenly like tis? did we offend him in some wat indirectly or because he tinks he's better off alone? or is there any problems tats bothering him?

wat i wish to say is: voice out wateva unhappiness or problems to us.... dun haf to gif attitude.... there r ppl who r concerned abt him, but he doesnt noe.... n always complains abt he has no true frds.... wif the way he behaves & the attitude towards others, dun tink he will ever find any true n close frds.... who wld b able to take his nonsense? (well, there's still a few now but dun tink wld last if tis carries on....)

well, so much for the CB GANG thing.... started by him & looking at wat was put up there in the page heading & the tings he's doing now.... how ironic....

*HAIZ*.... reali dunno wat to say....
*CROAK*

Friends....Bros...?????

2005-07-24T03:00:00.000+08:00

.....Got something that have bother me for quite a while now...... I got a friend(or should I say Bro) whom started to change....started to give me the cold shoulder......alot of things.....I dunno wat happen but I really like to know' coz if it is something I have done , at least let me know......but if he thinks that is the best way he can act towards "Bro", carry on, by all means....wat the heck.......ccb,lcb,knnz,pcb.

Knnz, dun know wat the f_ck he is thinking also....cbz.....

I think cbsgang is falling apart liao..... so sad..... but wat to do, friendship and brotherhood needs everyones hardwork to keep........so much for everything.......

Hope this will not be the last time I visit this blog again to do posting...... Buaiz

Life

2005-07-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

wads in life?
wad gives u the will to live on?
is life fairly treated to others?
is there really god?
questions to ask.... anybody can answer?

O_o

2005-05-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm.. holiday going to over liao... jus realise or dunno wad actually happen... jus wanna be............. A BETTER MAN.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HaiZzz

2005-04-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

haizZz........ really not my day............ dunno y.... jus feel dat i m so uesless........... 2 days ago... i got my pay... when i see the pay i was shocked... is not tooo high.. is feel dat i was cheated..... den realise that they never gif me my basic pay..... only gif me my insentive..... haiZzz.. i got alot of thing in mind to buy.. first is buy mother day present.. that ISQUEEZE..... was hoping to get it at staff rate.... coz i dun hae enough to buy at usual price.. no matter wad.. even i cant get staff price or wad.. i die die oso MUST buy that ISQUEEZE.... was really hope i can get my $ back as soon as possible......

HaizZz..... dunno why.. dis few days was so very the no mood.. feel so stone...... was feeling being kept in dark.. or izzit i think too much?? or izzit wad i see is true?? or wadever... mayb can think i was childish to hae that kind of mindset....

HaizZz...... ytd after work... as usual wanted to ask go any program?? den say watch movie.. at first i was ok... den ok lor.. after work den go... how i know.. served a LJ customer for 2hours.. nbcb.. till 1045pm den left.. knn.. dun wan buy nvm.. but keep asking dis n dat.... den in the end.. say.. "think i get my bro to come n see" nbcb... .... den during way to watch movie.. i was hesitating... sld i go watch or not... coz i was scared.. u think i really like to be moody everyday? i dun wanna hurt myself... den i decided to watch movie.. coz i promised that keroppi.. n i dun wan to fly ppl kite.. coz i hate ppl fly kite tooo.. so i cant do dat....

HaizZz..... in the movie... was getting sad n sadder.... is like sadness had infilltrate in my heart... things was really happening.... den watch half-way.. the guy infront my turn round n tell me stop kicking his chair.. nbcb... was so dulan liao.. den he say dis type of thing.. nvm.. i dun wanna make matter worst by saying sorry.. my leg is tooo long... knn.. that guy brainless siboh? in cinema ppl leg will get numbed will move abit de mah... den very cb de.. is HE THE ONE DAT KEEP MOVING.. cb... knn..pcb..lcb.. cb... after movie.. was farking no mood liao.. so i tell keroppis i go home first when they are in toilet.... *throws smoke genade*

HaizZz...... during way home.. was thinking... y so useless? y always dis sentence my best friends told me was true "Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" Y always the bad guys win in reality n the good guys always win in the show??? Y... can anyone tell me why??

Ya.... those who was reading.. will actually think.. i moody for wad reason..?? but sorry to say... I REALLY CANT SAY IT..... I DUN WANNA LOSE FRIENDS.. I RATHER MAKE MYSELF MISERABLE.................. I REALLY CANT SAY IT... FORGIVE ME!!!!!

WO ZHEN DE PA LE................................... NI MENG YI WEI WO XIANG ZHE YANG DE MAH? SHUI BU XIANG ZHOU GE KAI XIN DE REN?? SHUI BU XIANG?? LIANG GUI DUO XIANG ZHOU GE KAI XIN GUI!!! WO ZHEN DE SHOU SHAN LE

EMPTY!!!

2005-04-26T02:42:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhh.......... feeling so empty....... dunno wad m i thinking.... dunno wad m i doing.. dunno wad i want..... dunno where i m heading............. haiz............. is like a bullet without gun powder in it.. a shark without ocean.......................................................................................

chalet!

2005-04-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

yup.. opened a chalet between 21-23 of april.. it was suggested by me in the end is my 2 CBsgang bros pay for the chalet saying it was my birthday present.. i was very shocked but happy inside my heart.. having the feeling to cry coz past 18years i never celebrated a HAPPY birthday b4....

On wednesday is the nokia ger =P birthday n she invited us to kbox at cine.. we sing till 1+ den we zhao liao.. coz we got something more important to do which is.... CYCLE FROM SENGKANG TO EAST COAST!! LOL.... Me,derrick n ken cycle to east coast den went to bedok jetty.. took us 3hours sia.. lol.. all my fault.. coz i first time ride bicycle on the road :( den furthermore 6-7 years nv cycle liao.. cycle till buttock pain pain.. when we reach bedok jetty.. the feeling there was great.. no wonder my 2 bros keep saying last time they got bike they sure ride there.. i noe y liao.. next time after i get my car license i sure will drive there n enjoy over there... we slack till 8+am den we try to check in. lol.. coz all of us is very smelly n tired liao.. well.. i think so...

After checking in.. the first thing we do is BATH.. the next moment.. u can hear music fountain by KEROPPI KEN... lol.. den left me n derrick.. i trying to sleep.. that garfield keep making me laugh.. den he oso cant get to sleep coz i laugh till jiajialat.....LOL.. den bu zhi bu jue.. we all Zzzzzzz liao........

On 22nd the main day.... all those ppl i invited came.. was so happy.. EXCEPT LG GUYS... U ALL GD....SEE HOW I COMDEMMED LG IN TAKA... =P i kana alot of things lor.. kana water bomb,egg,flour,sand,er xin water,cake etc....... last of all... they trying to make me drunk!!! OMG... lol.. i 1 vs hmmm 12 ppl?? all cant make me drunk.. haiZz.. yawn!!!!!! any better drinker anot?? LOL.... *HAO LIAN*

To my surprise she came lor.... hmmm she came at 5 i think.... in the afternoon... came liao she bought me a jean.. lucky i can wear.. arbo lose face.. size 38 still cannot :( lol... den ask her to stay overnight lor.. since next day she oso nth to do...she keep saying see first.. oso dunno is a yes or no... den after alot of toking she decided to change to my clothes.. means she staying.. yipee... lol.. for the wholday she was in the bed lor.. very dao hor.. LOL... she only came down for SMOKE BREAK... haha... den back up to the room.. well.. guess she is tired coz she came straight from sch... den i see my friends n bros all got ppl accompany.. s i accompany her in the room lor.. we chat alot.. wanted to tell her the misunderstanding.. but scare later she angry again... so i nv say much.. she request for me to help massage her.. den i massage her lor.. FIRST TIME touch a ger with so close contact hor.. except my mum lar.... massage half-way my sec sch best friends came liao.. bo bian help to go down n serve them.. coz nv see them for 6months liao..

Slowly.. my parent came.. to gif me sandwishes.. they tout not enoguh foods.. Tok about foods... lol.. we were lucky got johnny t drive us to parkway to shop at giant the day b4.. bought alot n spend $141.. wooo.. alot sia..... den me derrick n ken seperate our jobs on preparing the foods.. i help to wash fishes n garnish wit SAMBAL... ken help to cut the prawn so dat derrick can CLEAN THE SHIT.. lol.. tok abt shit... that FROG KEEP ON KPKB... LOL...... bth... prepare foods oso want to KPKB... bth...

STILL GOT ALOT MORE TO WRITE..... BUT I LAZY LIAO... ANYWAY... LAST BUT NOT LEAST....

THANKS BROS n ALL THOSE HU CAME... I M REALLY VERY HAPPY ON THAT DAY!!!!

Bad Times....

2005-04-24T12:15:00.000+08:00

*Haiz*.... I've nv expect things to turn out tis way.... I noe wat I've done tat night was reali dumb & mindless.... well, if i'm not concerned abt her, i wouldn't haf reacted the way i did tat night.... how i wish i can turn back time n change the way things went.... i'm lost now.... lost for words.... lost as in dunno wat to do to make her return....
*Croak*

Ermmmmmm

2005-04-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

To someone who misunderstood.... well.. i dunno anything till my bro went to ur blog n found ut dat me actually make u angry....
Jus to let u noe crush is different from like....... crush is like everybody going thru everyday... Like is someone who u think u will be in his heart thinking of her every second every hour bah....

Dunno when that person will come to my blog n see again.. but jus wanna say b4 i went to chalet... wanted u to go there :) thats all i wanted to say

^_^

2005-04-15T03:23:00.000+08:00

WHAHAHA..... so happy today............... finish my exams liao... is like.. .STRESSLESS LIAO........ no nid to sleep 1-2hour ONLY liao.. can sleep like siao... LOL....... ya..... no nid read notes liao... but only think can i scare now is my results.... hows it going to be?? i dun hope much for it.. i jus pray hard i get all PASS can liao.......... OH! i really pray hard.... hehe... after exam.. i of coz went home to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya.. dats wad i intend to do.. coz i haven sleep till now...... power?? LOL.... den go home nth to do watch tv till sian.. den dunno y sia... hand itchy or wad?? i oso dunno.. lol... i go sms that zhen zhi.. lol... den zhen zhi reply dat her com the monitor adaptor is connected verticle... hmm.. scare zhenzhi will destroy the pc.. i call to check it out.. yeah.... den chat chat chat till hmm ask zhenzhi out lor.. lol... den zhenzhi like dun wan/ wan like dat.. -_-Zz lol.. nvm.. used to it liao.. later she agree sia..woah.. surprise.. whahaha... but zhenzhi out not for me sia.. CHEY!!!! is for the sake of playstation/games/vcds -_-Zz dis stuffs important den me sia.. whahaha.... ya... giving zhenzhi those stuffs.. see zhenzhi like boring at home.. den i oso nv touch my ps liao since i got MY COM(BAOBEI)!!!!

After meeting zhenzhi den go walk walk lor... wit that heavy bag -_-Zzz nvm.. i STRONG.... WHAHA.... go hmv walk den mini toons..ya.. coz i got vouchers.. hehehe... lucky sia zhenzhi.. lol...
After dat went home.. n i went to meet my CBs-gang.. ehhee

Ya.... LAST TUESDAY SOCCER I SCORE LIKE LAMPARD???? WHAHAHAHA

To My Bros At CB-gangs

2005-04-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

...this is my 2nd posting... nvr really post before but this is just posted to let my bros know that watever they do or are doing, they are my all my prized possesion, I can't be of much help in problems, but I can always be there for all of you!!! Lastly, for Melvin, good luck for your exams and dun think you will be alone in this world, you still have US!!! Ken is not feeling quite himself lately, but I will try my Best to cheer him up.... CBz FOREVER!!!!!!

...End of Day...

2005-04-04T06:43:00.000+08:00

Well... guess today is end of day bah... before i gone missing... i would really like to say it out but dunno why jus kai bu liao kou..... n the story goes --->

Why i am such a stupid guy? why i m always the target n not the other way round? Why i was even ignored? Why so much misfortunate befall on me? Why ppl keep scolding me stupid? M i really so stupid? Why i feel like i was kept in the darkness? Why i always feel so lonely? Why everyone even my parent dunno how i feel? M i really getting from bad to worst? Why gers see me like seeing a ghost like dis? they mus like getting further away from me better. Why so much thing happening to me? Why i m a failure to everything i do? relationship? money? family? friends? If without my dis CBs-gang here.. i would be a lonely soul out there waiting for constantine to handle me.

Really dunno how i actually feel now... but i can really say.. while i was typing now.. was listening to the song * tong hua * n can really feel the "water" in my eyes was dropping down little by little.

Family-> Was having cold war wit them for about 3weeks liao.. is not i not good to them.. for me i actually put my family above eveything.. but is jus.. they jus dun really understand how i feel. everytime we chat.. can feel the tense coming out. so i would rather keep quiet so nth will happen.

Relationship-> Once i say dis b4, y nid a gf? wit or without does not matter coz is jus like another person to take care of thats all.. Yes everyone will say dis b4 coz THEY were all STEADLESS.. when u are in luv, u wunt say dis. I really hate myself to fall in luv coz everything i fall in luv, it hurts me thats all... it wunt be a happy ending. HaizZz... toking abt falling in luv.. me actually hae a crush on someone else hu got a bf liao. I oso dunno why hae a crush on her.. well mayb she is cute looking? really dunno wad to do. furthermore we hae to face each other at work. lucky it was only weekend coz i only work weekend. HaiZzz... should i 4get about dis crush? i feel that she wunt like me dis type of person de. Well.. 4get it? really dunno wad to do....

Money-> Can say i was stupid.... was actually cheated by a ger i like.. n was like $400 to noe a ger. i like her. she actually take advantage of the situation. Frankly speaking right now. i was still thinking of her but she now was like totally ignoring me. can say my heart still got room for her. I dunno y.. i jus cant be rich... once i m rich.. com spoilt, things gone, cheated n so on.. i jus dunno wad to do wit it.

Friends-> i cherish the most is friends liao after my parent.. i can afford to know more friends but i cant afford to lose them.. really. In poly, u think i got friends? i treated them like my friend. but did they actually treat me as 1? In front me was like smiling, but behind me a knife was stabbing me. think i actually dunno? i know but i jus act blur n put on the smile infront of u coz i dun wish to lose friends. My friends? where are you actually? pls come back like we used to be during primary n secondary times.

I noe dis problems wunt be as big as others. but to me... is enough.. had enough of it.. i will gone crazy over dis.. its like repeating in my mind everyday!!!!!! do i seem happy everyday? NO i dun think so.. can feel my heart is actually crying but not beating....

Next week is my exam liao.. i really hae to say dis out b4 i went into the exam room wit dis bundle.. last but not least.............................. Know dis thing in ur heart n dun hae to spread.. thnx

Exams

2005-04-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz... y i dun come into this blog.. my ppl oso nv come in de -.-Zzz anyway.. sian hor... 7-4-05 is the start of my exam till 14-4-05 >.<>.<>.<

VroooooM.....

2005-02-25T02:27:00.000+08:00

LOL.. today take my FIRST PRACTICAL LESSON.... SIBEI SONG... lol.... first time drive car wor..... hehe.. den suay suay...... my first lesson.. RAIN HEAVILY!!!!!!! >.< Driving in the wulu wulu road..... today learn U-turn,smooth drive... den change gear.. but i make mistakes sia.. from starting lesson till end.. i NEVER SEE AT THE MIRROR.. LOL..... but instructor say i learn things FAST... SONG BO....

....My Silly Friend.....Valentine...

2005-02-15T04:51:00.000+08:00

....I saw the photo my member post, but he did not do any description....
....actually, this picture is a present (wallet & card) from my member, he gave it to some one whom he told me is a very important person..... after giving to her, he meet me up and I can see the difference in him.........(HE IS VERY HIGH...) Smiling and seems very happy....(crazy guy, spend his valentine day wif me yet so happy...lol..) I did not ask him in detail, but I know that this meant a lot to him and it cannot be left with just pics and no one knows wat it meant rite?? ( Dun blame me for being so Kay Poh..haha, good things are meant to be shared....)
....Lastly, I wishes everyone a HAPPY
VALENTINE'S
DAY!!!!!
All the BEST to you, Melvin........... >.<

Valentine

2005-02-15T04:02:00.000+08:00

Chu Shan

2005-02-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

Chu san.... we went to watch Constantine.. OMG... FARKING NICE SHOW... worth watching twice or MORE........................... POWER... Jus realise.. i m constantine :p hehehehe

ya.. den chu shi... we went to derrick house n play pokers.. NICE N FUN.. WHAHAHAHA.... Jack Big winner.... Derrick BIG LOSER... HEHEHE..... me ken n dan win little nia.. LOL... play till 5am.... SONG BO??? lol

Happy Chinese New year!!

2005-02-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new year to all CBs...!!!! Dis year dunno going to have how many ang bao to collect.. hehehe... hmMmm..... still got wad ar?? oooo..... toooo bad all of you still singles... arbo i must collect ang bao from u all too.. u all heng..... :p

Welcome!!!!

2005-02-08T02:49:00.000+08:00

Hi all CBs.... hehe... testing post